oh, life.

so i've been having some trouble today with life. it's one of those whoa-is-me cry me a river days. it could be me being hard on myself, but i just feel like complaining. so i'm gonna get it all out real quick, list style so if you don't wanna hear it just skip down to the good stuff.

here goes:

- work pisses me off, it gets in the way of my lifestyle change.
- students that are ADULTS and act like they are 15 drive me up a wall and i have absolutely zero tolerance for them
- i want to be able to go to the gym at a normal time (BEFORE 8pm) on work days
- my brakes don't work on my new car, well they do but i dont think they work as well as a new car should
- i hate credit card debt. and credit card companies... KEEP AWAY FROM THEM IF YOU CAN!
- paying for a wedding is impossible when you don't make more than $100 over your bills each month, AHHHHH!!!


ok ok i'm done.

positive notes:

- i have lost 15.4lbs since August 10, 2010 :)
- i am going to marry the love of my life in less than a year
- i have the most amazing support system. when i'm upset and ask for help, you answer, THANK YOU!
- even though i'm having a tough time today, i know that tomorrow, i get to go see the green team and get my butt kicked at a workout and i will feel SO AMAZING when it's all over
- i HAVE a job...
- i HAVE credit card debt, but i've learned from it and i'm getting through it... slowly...
- i HAVE a nice new car
- students may drive me insane, but i change their lives... forever.. for the better.. :)


Green team won the challenge last saturday and i stayed above the yellow line! woohoo... i lost 1.8lbs last week, hopefully again this week.

happpppppppppy tuesday.