night before the weigh-in

ok, i know i should be so proud of myself for my accomplishments, i have changed my life.
but i still get so nervous the night before the weigh-in.
i doubt i'll win the $5000 but i just wanna stay in this forever.
its SO fun!

i have a 2lb weight advantage card that i can hand them before i step on the scale to take 2lbs off my weight for the week.
it messes with my head SO much.
i know that if i didn't have it, i'd probably go home and not worry so much.
i don't even want to use it!

i'm most afraid that i will not hand it to them and then i'll be kicked off without it... WOMP, that would be bad.

i weighed myself this morning, i honestly might have gained weight.

i'm so nervous about it i'm going crazy. my stomach has butterflies, WHY do i  care so much?!!? it's so hard!!!!

so i'll go to bed tonight and when i wake up tomorrow, i'll weight myself, fully clothed like i do at the challenge, and i'll see if i need to use it or not.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

update tomorrow.

ps. we get to go to the fire station for our team challenge, either running with hoses or pushing a fire engine, woohoo!